my dreamland.

title-less

2010-02-01T22:56:00.000-08:00

i love u for who u are.
and for who u will be

blanks.

2010-01-15T07:13:00.000-08:00

empty
tired
stressed
dont care
irritated
sick

maybe things really have to be this way.

feelings dont feel the same again.
even if i acted.
i dont think i acted 'too well'
cause i knw my face gave it all.
i dont knw..

i wan that kind of kinship back.
where i can tell u my things
and we can laugh it through gossips.

i suddenly feel i am a nobody.

2010

2009-12-31T11:35:00.000-08:00

2010 is finally here.. HAHA..
my new year resolution?
good health everyone..

and soon..
i will be graduating in 3 months time..
T__________________________T

umber fast.
den need go find work le.
$$$$...

last week of 2009

2009-12-29T08:41:00.000-08:00

ok..
its like super fast..
and now we left with only 2 days to 2010!!
AH!!!

and i will be older by one yr!!
T___________________T

well, had fun during christmas..
and mum bought me this very cute ice cube maker..
haha. simply princess-y. (:
amanda got me a cup (which i needed it so badly)

ohohooh..
and~
me popo and i made our very own kimchiiii~

i was a success neh!
everyone in the family loves it.
going to make it again once the big container is finished.
(gg to give baby one.. cause he simply loved it.. (: )

counting down to 2010~

5 more days to christmas

2009-12-20T06:31:00.000-08:00

five more days to christmas.
any wishes?

not really.
typical wishes tat pple will make.
for better yr? pass my exams? good health?

many things happen for the past 1 yr in my 3rd yr poly life.
and i can say..
i really learn alot. (:
not forgetting abt some incidents which has made most of us knw
hatred and revenge is not a good thing to have in oneself and in life.
[not refering to anyone. (:]

friends, betrayal, trust and love..

all these things, do they have to come in one?

*flu bug is on me. and i am not feeling too good. T.T*

I think..

2009-12-18T01:08:00.000-08:00

i have been thinking alot..
and too much..

brand new day.

2009-11-28T00:37:00.000-08:00

brand new day!
(:

talked to layhuan just now in the afternn..
haven been chatting with her for so long on the phone.
and we can still laugh and gossip over many things..
den she ask me to look at her blog.
she ah..
always knw how to make me smile whenever i am feeling down. (:
thks girl.. loves.

woke at 10 and accompany my mum and bro to mac.
and we chatted.

decided to look for accounting course with mummy
as soon as i finish my tests..

came back hm and study till now?

finally things are over.
not to even bother who has started it.
hais......
cause i knw its pointless to even do so.
HAHA.

hurts

2009-11-27T03:23:00.000-08:00

it seems like certain things are better not to be said.

things has been worst after all..

thks layhuan for backing me up.
thks baby for trying to help me resolve everything.
(i knw, 手心是肉，手背也是肉)

frens are no longer frens..

if things could have been simpler..

test

2009-11-27T02:26:00.001-08:00

testing..

-.-

2009-11-26T05:04:00.000-08:00

it seems like someone HAD DID something..
SO WRONG..
tat it becomes OUR fault in THE END.

i mean..
we are in a age of maturity.
and yet.. certain things is BEING DONE..
and things GOT WORST.

u can continue with ALL THE NONSENSE.
i too, also WONT CARE MUCH.

u had betrayed the trust he gave u.
and u can still pretend nothing happen.

its the same as the previous incident.

i just dont get it why u have to do ALL OF THIS.

random

2009-11-18T08:28:00.000-08:00

whenever u talk behind pple's back,
u will never knw whether others will talk behind UR back.

some things are done TOO obvious.
real obvious.
and my sixth sense cant be wrong.

><

2009-11-17T09:52:00.000-08:00

dont knw wad is wrong with her again.
decided to give her the mp3 i bought.
but it seems like she dont appreciate it.

she didnt even ask how to use it.

went gym today.
reach hm jiu heard her BANGBANGBANG all the pots and bowls.
i almost wanted to bang everything i can grab.

sometimes,
i really dont knw wad is she thinking.
really.

i cant figure out why she will throw temper unreasonably.
why somtimes her words are so hurtful and she dint even know it.
too many whys.

meet up.

2009-11-13T10:20:00.000-08:00

went out with:
Charles - PeiQi, Azri-Shidah, Jay-Xinman, Me-Baby
WeeTeck and Evelyn. (:

to the movies.
watched Paranormal Activity.
had a slight motion sickness after the show.
headache till i reach hm.

had mac for dinner and went hm by cab with shidah.

meetg up with darling and sayang nxt thurs.
SHOPPING AND MORE SHOPPING.

more meet ups neh.
since we'll be graduating in a few mths time.
and time flies~~~ ><

*newly added into my family.
ashton jr. and chelsea jr.
11112009*

2009-10-31T08:32:00.000-07:00

he can actually tell pple another story
when wad he told me ytd was like...

and he can just lecture me in front of my relatives.
-.-
"so u say its my fault lah?"
i mean HELLO.
u are the one who told to do this and now?
"i am not gg to ask her to do things again?"

I BET!

amanda was there when u mention it.
is like duh~

dont knw which sch i went jiu suan le.
ever since ah ma passed away,
have u ever thought who is supporting THIS FAMILY?
u expected everyone to serve u as a KING in the HSE?

thks god.
popo came to my rescue.
amanda was saying how come we so fast stop the quarrel.
she can chap in and rebut.

completely angry and yuan wang-ed.

half a semester more

2009-10-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

yes.
half a sem to go and i'm going to graduate.
just half a year more.

will everything change for this half year?

worried for amanda.
17 more days to her As.
really dont know how to help her.

hais.
i really dont knw wad the .
future holds

amd i realise
true frens..
who are they?

independent.

2009-10-13T00:17:00.000-07:00

he needs to be independent.
even after he becomes 10
does he still needs someone to fetch him frm sch?

i knw u are afraid tat something might happen to him.
u got to tell him.
wad can be done or wad cannot be done.

CANE him to make him understand.
to make him wake up.

i cant do anything.
i am trying my best.
but right now.
its just too difficult.

relax

2009-10-05T09:34:00.000-07:00

work has been tedious.

stood for 10 hrs straight without sitting.
even lunch.

INHUMANE~!
T___________________________T

and then comes the day.
2 Oct.. WAHAHAHA.
super happy it ended.
but still somehow misses the aunties there.
keke.

rest-ed for 2 days.
mid autumn sat was fun.
went down to 赏月提灯笼。
super fun.

mooncakes~!

lanterns, sprinklers.. and ITOUCH. LOL.

pretty lanterns. (:

funny faces. ><

嫦娥登天还是树？

went to watch Surrogates last nite.
with mummy, amanda, ahyi, ahgu and BABY.
haha. love the effect thou.
but scary at the same time. keke.

today. I PASS MY FTTTTTTT~
super happy can~
have been like failing my evaluation like 5 times.
and one time GO. i PASSED.
was grinning on my way out of the test room.
after BBDC.
jiu went out wif baby for HIGH TEA and YUMCHA.
haha. super nice.
and i eat until tummyache cause too full.

den went VIVO to look for slippers.

but to no avail. ><
after tat jiu bought green tea cream at STARBUCKS
and talk at VIVo de level 4 'swimming pool'.

2 more weeks to go before sch term starts.
FYP.
think still got a long way.
mr tan like wan us to change.
HAIS~!

miss baby neh. ><
5 more days~!

small little things.

2009-09-29T09:08:00.000-07:00

i really dont knw wad is wrong with her today.

sometimes small little things he do, u DONT see it.

really almost burst out.

understand.

2009-09-24T10:37:00.000-07:00

some things are meant to be understood.

BUT i'm
disappointed.
real disappointed.

those small little things,
they can accumulate.

and these small little things tat u do,
hurts me the most.

results!

2009-09-23T18:57:00.000-07:00

yaynessssss~!
got back my results
and i sort of not wad i expected.

CONTRACT and IT (duh~) I GOT A~!
Land Planning and GEMS i got B+
Maintenance and Estate i got C.
LOL.

happy. (:

control

2009-09-17T21:16:00.000-07:00

do i have the power to control?
power to control things.
to control pple's feelings
to control everything that is going to happen?

NO.

tot everything will turn out smoothly.
but guess not.

2009-09-16T07:36:00.000-07:00

실망.

6 more days

2009-09-13T07:20:00.000-07:00

been preparing things for sat's BIG day.

dont even knw how will it go.
just hope it will go on smoothly.
;)

pessimistic.. as usual.

2009-09-03T23:55:00.000-07:00

sometimes i tried to tell myself
"maybe i think too much?"

but whenever i said that to myself.
things will happen.
things happen when u dont wan it to happen.

alot of things has change.
maybe because we are in our seperate ways now.

i feel we are not as close.
as close as before.

birthday is coming like a weeks time.
and even thou i may seems excited.
but i'm not.

everything seems to go the wrong way.

will all the things be the same
as wad i am gg thru during my sec sch life?

why?

2009-08-19T09:37:00.000-07:00

why cant she just be more understanding abit?
is not entirely our fault for all this.
everyone is responsible.

i can understand really.

maybe baby is right.
let her reflect.
but when will she be ENLIGHTEN?
when???

study was a mess today.
cant even concentrate.
and totally no mood.
wad happen to tmr's paper?

*crossed finger*

fast.

2009-08-10T08:41:00.000-07:00

days just past so quickly these days.

grandpa admitted to hospital on fri.
didnt manage to go gym.

sat
went k all the way till nite.

sun.
national day parade at padang.
and the fireworks are beautiful

today.
tired.
tired.
tired.

i dont knw the pple ard me anymore.

fear that history will resurface again.

untitled.

2009-08-07T09:43:00.000-07:00

모든 게 잘못 됐어요.

그가 무슨 짓을 한거야?

난 정말 스승님하지 않는 것들이 방법을 켜십시오.

お誕生日おめでと！！

2009-07-30T10:58:00.000-07:00

it's finally his birthday.
and i still yet to buy any pressie for him

HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY TO JORDAN NG!
haha..

HAPPPPPY~

2009-07-28T07:55:00.000-07:00

DARLING BOUGHT KINDER SURPRISE FOR ME!!
haha.
super happy can..
has been craving for it for sometime le.

and it cause $8 lah!! for 3 CHOCO eggs.

but i'm still touched!! ^^

look at DARLING's face..
KAWAIIIII rite? lol.

HHAHAHAHAHAH!

not right.

2009-07-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

feeling is not right.
just not right.

everything is so near..
but now, it seems so far..
far more than i can reach.

changes.

2009-07-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

everything seems to have change.
is it because of me?

dont feel right right now.
seems like i am gg to burst soon.

sunday.

2009-07-12T01:47:00.000-07:00

just finish editing my content page.
hais.
only 20% done.

headache since mrn neh.
eat med also no use.
T________________T

baby and his clique went to zoo
to celebrate eve's bdae.
wonder charles see his 'grandson and granddaughters'
HAHA.

life continues.

2009-07-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

met up jiejie and grace on mon.
ever since kelvin passed away, i haven been seeing them since i left
the office.
everything seems fine for jiejie and i can see she is coping 'really well'
the queen is still the same. ><
had a long chat with the ladies till ard 10 before leaving home.
really hope to meet them SOONNN.

A memorial service was held in LA, Staples Centre ytd for Michael Jackson.
the whole centre was filled with fans all over the world.
many celebrities went up to stage to talk abt how
the 'King of Pop' live his life and celebrate his life.
the last part of the service really touched me.
Paris bid her last farewell to her father, The Greatest Entertainer of All Times.
"Ever since i was born, Daddy have been the Greatest Father of all. Just
want to say I LOVE YOU DADDY"

rest in peace, Michael Jackson.

results.

2009-07-01T07:42:00.000-07:00

yes! results finally released le. ^^
quite contented with mine thou.
did well for contract, IT and land planning.
maintenance and estate i also did not bad.

baby did very well too.
hehe. so proud of him.

den 330pm went to meet fyp teacher.
finally finalise out content page le.
den jiu can proceed with out work.

630 reached hm.
amanda suddenly asked to me lick something.
i was like O.o
and she keep repeating saying there is hole den i need to lick.
i jitao STUNNED.
when she finally realise she didnt talk any sense, she say: "nebermind i go back to slp." and she cover herself with her blankie and slp.
win riaos. tot wad happen.
-.-

sch starts..

2009-06-28T04:54:00.001-07:00

wahhhhhhh~
sch is going to start, and i dont feel that its starting.
still in holiday mood thou. ><

H1N1 is like getting more and more serious.
but schs are still resuming despite the numbers rising.
have to take temp, twice, everyday.
hais.
for our health sake.

spent a great time during the holidays.
having baby to stay at my hse everyday.. meet up with darling and sayang
v^^v

and i've been promoted to 'god-auntie'
to Jordan (really. im getting 'older')
HAHA.
so hounoured. ^^

KING OF POP DIES.

2009-06-25T21:40:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson, 1958-2009

Michael Jackson, the sensationally gifted child star who rose to become the “King of Pop” and the biggest celebrity in the world only to fall from his throne in a freakish series of scandals, died Thursday. He was 50.

Jackson died at UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles. Ed Winter, the assistant chief coroner for Los Angeles County, confirmed his office had been notified of the death and would handle the investigation.

The circumstances of Jackson’s death were not immediately clear. Jackson was not breathing when Los Angeles Fire Department paramedics responded to a call at his Los Angeles home about 12:30 p.m., Capt. Steve Ruda told the Los Angeles Times. The paramedics performed CPR and took him to the hospital, Ruda told the newspaper.

credits to: MSNBC

no communication

2009-06-25T07:09:00.000-07:00

i feel she and i cant communicate at all.
maybe because of work, less time to see us,
to really sit down and talk
and knw at least wad we are doing rite now.

i feel everything is just so different.

respect?

2009-06-15T22:52:00.000-07:00

many pple say respect is to be earn.
but wad is the point of having respect
still when u earn it?

as an older sister,a senior..
i knw.

wad i did wrong?

2009-06-05T09:26:00.000-07:00

i really dont knw wad i did wrong.
came back jiu scold like hell.

when i tot things are going better.
but it didnt
she rather believes wad pple say
den wad i say.

i cant stand it anymore.

test finish!!

2009-06-05T07:41:00.000-07:00

test arhs.
finally over.
phew.

just cant imagine 5 days of test jiu over le.
no confidence of course.
many careless mistake.
hais.

gg in to m'sia on sun.
and baby is gg in with me.
hehe.
cant wait for the "lei cha"
auntie used to buy.
YUMYUM!

金钱是什么？

2009-05-28T06:29:00.000-07:00

或许对有些人来说
金钱就可以一手得到。
但是有些人
却觉得金钱是一种只能幻想的一种东西。

我不知道我该怎么办才好。
有时有些东西不该说出口
却不知不觉地从口里漏了出来。

我好担心。
但是我又不能帮到什么忙。

am i prepared?

2009-05-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

sometimes things does not go
by the way u wan them to go.

i wan to have trust.

but will i entirely have it all?

i dont knw wad to do now..

^^

2009-05-12T07:22:00.000-07:00

時には、二手に取るようなことをぽんとたたく。
私は自分の教訓を学んだと。

生于死

2009-05-11T07:20:00.001-07:00

生活の後の死のようなものですか？
あなた幸せですか？
痛みや地獄？

私は急には良いの祖母を欠場。
数日後彼の祖母の死の最初の5ヶ月間です。

彼女は私たち欠場していますか？

heartache

2009-05-11T03:54:00.000-07:00

everything just went wrong in the first place.
im stuck and i need rest.

FYP

2009-05-10T05:24:00.000-07:00

finally getting our FYP project started.
done parts of it.
and the thing is..
our facilitator is always busy.
no time to meet her to cfm things on our fyp.

dont knw mrs goh will exchange her students
with my facilitator.
den jiu every monday can cfm things.. den finish everything asap.

3 more weeks to term test le nehs.. so fast wor.
hais.. stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss~

blown away.

2009-05-04T04:51:00.001-07:00

some things are not as simple as we think.
can they be forgotten easily?
can they be let go easily?
can those who are in the mistake be forgiven,
and lead their own lives.

i've tired to forget someone for 7 years.
i've tried to fogive someone who hurt me the deepest.
i've tried to let go the miseries i've experienced.

some just cant be blown away
as they are memories within me.

things are not going to end well if they perceive.

a new beginning i shall say.

but. why do they leave u.. only u understands.

friends are really important.
but how important it is comes from the true heart.
really.
and i now finally understand
wad true friends symbolises~

the future ahead may seem dark and far.
be truthful to urself and be confident
for this is the obstacles u have to overcome.

ps: i sounded so cheeeem can.
LOL.

sabishiyo~

2009-04-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

after so long.
this is the first time i ever felt so lonely.

worried..

2009-04-23T08:48:00.000-07:00

year 3 really going to be a tough year for me.
up till now, i knw we are alrdy chionging le.
and the feeling is like so 'O' levelish.

ROAR!

darling arhs..
dont worry too much ok.
just take good care of urself.

changes..

2009-04-22T09:07:00.000-07:00

everythings seems to be changing.

my life.
my everything.

sometimes.. i feel things are getting further
from me..
not as close as before..

am i being paranoid?

sch re opens~

2009-04-21T08:38:00.000-07:00

sch finally reopen.
happy that i can be back to sch to see my frens
sad is..
they arent with me in the same class.

so weird to be in class without darling and sayang.
we will always laugh and talk abt wadever things
which is on our mind.

missed all out lecturers..

miss being in 02 and with 01 in the classrms.
><

but today..
we finally meet up for lunch.
ONE WHOLE BIG GROUP
of us nehs.
wahahahahahahha.
how united we are. =p

den after sch met up with darling and sayang for movies.
and i cant believe i sneaked in.
=X

hope to meeeeet up manymany soon. ^^

counting down..

2009-04-14T04:47:00.000-07:00

3 more days to friday.
5 more days to sch reopen...

YAY! ^^

feelings..

2009-04-09T03:49:00.000-07:00

is it going to happen?
i can feel the feelings are getting stronger.
i dont wan it to happen.
i really dont want.

头疼了一整天。
想吐但是又不能吐出来。
我好害怕。。
事情不会发生的，会发生。

私が最後の数人が好きではないことをお知らせする、
私は..を拒否しようとしています知っているしかし、
私はできません。

ごめん。本当にごめんなさい。

omg!

2009-04-08T05:44:00.000-07:00

cheryl and i was walking to the stn
and we saw this
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

a DEAD and FLATTENED lizard on the road.
see it's bones and flesh.
OMG.

and she scream until the pple at
bus stop opposite looks at her.

i can tell u..
i was really laughing like mad.
wad i did was stopped her from crossing the road
and she saw it and scream.
she also cant stop laughing lahs.
LOL.

get into the gems i want.
but darling didnt.
very very sad.
cause this is the 3rd time we try to b in the same
gems, but we didnt.
HAIS.

one more week..

2009-04-07T08:13:00.000-07:00

one more week
and that marks the end of our
7 weeks attachment. ^^

got out timetable alrdy.
and it looked quite the same as last sem's.
sad thing is only can meet Darling and the other AHHHHS
on tuesday and wednesday for lunch.
but nevertheless.. i still have some AHHHHs
with me in pfm. ^^

sch is starting in 1 weeks time.
and im excited.
i dont knw why.
but im really am.

never forget who we are and where we come from.
^^
all of u are deeply remembered.

happy!

2009-04-06T04:44:00.000-07:00

he really makes my day. ^^

faith is all i need

2009-03-30T04:02:00.000-07:00

she had alrdy fallen into this deep trap.
and he just wants her to be in his shoes to think.
this is so unfair to her.
pride or her.
choose one.

u are the one saying she is the only one who make u smile.
she is the one u fall deeply.
but have u ever wonder how much she has sacrificed for u?
she is tolerating.
i knw.

and if really anything happen to her.
i will not tolerate.
seeing all this really disgust me.

i was firm that day telling her that he wont do it.
but i was afraid at the same time.

i see pple getting hurt.
i see pple with broken heart.

wad am i gg to do?

yay!

2009-03-28T02:58:00.000-07:00

yesyes!!
class is out..
and im in the same class as BABY!!
so happy.

baby ytd almost gave me a fright lahs.
scold mr chan for nth. =X
in the end he surprise me.
KEKE.

we, didi, duli, dayana, kelly, tingling, grace all in same class.
darling, weeteck, sayang, JEREMY, weekee and sharon in same class..
and weeteck is super funny lahs.
(i really almost forget abt him)

inspection is finally done.
and monday need count manhole
cause theresa not ard to do checklist with us.
>.<>

chiong~

2009-03-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

chiongchiongchiong.
tmr will chiong all inspections le.
den nxt week do checklist.
so happy. ^^
finally doing things im interested in.

cough still not ok yet.
>.<
but will take care.
hehe.

cough cough

2009-03-24T04:34:00.000-07:00

have a bad cough this week.
throat super pain.
T.T

dinnering at darling's hse this sun.
after that a birthday party to go.
haha.
with all my ex classmates.
a major gethering i must say.

baby is coming this whole week.
cause he got work at pasir ris, ec, sengkang and punggol.
*sayang sayang*

what do i expect of myself

2009-03-19T04:55:00.000-07:00

i really want to just stay out and relax.
but i just cant.
family burden and attachment wont allow me to.
am i getting my priorities rite?
did i do the rite things?
i wan to just cry out.
but i cant.

im sorry i cant spent ample time with you.

im sorry

results!!

2009-03-18T08:15:00.000-07:00

results are out..
improvement nehs.
happy happy. ^^

Econs - A
Gems - B
MBW - B
CT - B
BMT - C+
CRS - C
PMi - D+

ok.
got to admit my PMi is lousy.
cause my paper didnt really do well.
manymany careless mistakes.
tot will retake module.
but i dint. ^^

baby's result also not bad wor.
so happy for him nehs.
BABY. JIAYOUJIAYOU OH!

to AHHHHHHS:
nxt yr all must jiayou nehs.
wan go Uni de must jiayou!

darling, not to worry..
strive for better results and i believe u can do it.

p^^q

whole body ache the whole day.
T.T
miss baby manymany. >.<

WEDNESDAY!

2009-03-11T07:41:00.000-07:00

ITS WEDNESDAY alrdy.
2 more das jiu friday. and i wan fri to come fast fast. ^^

2 weeks of attachment has gone.
5 more weeks and counting.
and guess what?
i'm starting to love this job.

TC people are just so nice.
philip uncle, theresa, uncle wong, william uncle.
and corine, our finance manager are just so nice.
AIRPORT PM.. here i come. WAAAHAA.\

finally met up with DARLING.
its been like 2 weeks since we last met up.
and we talked super alot.
and laugh like that.
u knw, i knw arhs. LOL.
and i am darn FULL.
chicken bolognese and mango icecream is really nice.
nxt week gg to meet SAYANG also.
and i tell u, we'll laugh even more. ^^

missed baby badly. 3 days no see him riaos.
just ytd talked to him on phone really makes me fell comfy.
baby love u. *^^*

whoever it is only wants out attention.
didi, just ignore whoever that person is ok?
cool down wor. ^^

事情真的结束了吗？
感觉上好像你又要开始了。
我们都好累。真的好累。
没在有任何力气了。
我们真的很想停止。
难道。。你不想吗？

1 week down 6 more to go..

2009-03-08T00:19:00.000-08:00

yes! one week down.
and that is 6 more weeks to go nehs.

first day of attachment.
super blurr.
but had fun catching mosquitoes.
and we walked all the way inside pasir ris.
second day went punggol.
also do the same thing.
CATCH MOSQUITOES again. lol.
and we manage to find some breeding areas
and caught some larvae back.

until the forth day, our work finally starts.
we were suppose to inspect and find out whr are
the potential breeding areas and take many many pics.
and we did.
frm all the way to punggol to pasir ris.
and 30 blocks each day.
wooots.
sure will slim down after 7 weeks.
walking under the sun is no fun. >.<

charles is in australia now.
i bet xf misses him alot.
4 weeks of not seeing him 是辛苦的。
just cant imagine the one gg is baby or darling.
OMG!

is everything finally over?
or is it still going like the way before.

i wan it to end QUICK.
really.

baby, miss u nehs. *^^*

???

2009-03-01T14:45:00.000-08:00

the name was alrdy given
before u gave urself that name.

and i shall emphasis.
IT IS NOT DELIBRATE.

so, please dont misunderstand.
we are not out here to make fun
and insult you.

everything alrdy happen for so long le.
i just dont wan things to get out of hand.
and i dont wan ANY nasty things to happen.

tmr!

2009-02-28T23:57:00.000-08:00

attachment is less than 24 hrs.
>.<

i dont knw wad i'm feeling now.
nervous? sad? happy?
i dont like this feeling.
really.

i was really happy.
really.
i dont knw.

see u tis friday i guess.

attachment period.

2009-02-27T19:07:00.000-08:00

1 more day to attachment period.
which is like very fast.
have to work till 18 April.
which is ard 7 weeks.

wondering wad the job scope will be like.
^^
and i hope it'll be fun.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!~

2009-02-25T04:31:00.000-08:00

HAHA! it was her best birthday celebration ever.
DARLING ARHS! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOR!
u are finally 19 now. ^^
wish u all the best in everything u do and hope u enjoy
every moment we have for u ytd.
rmb dont ever forget me ok?

ytd was the last paper and also a birthday celebration for DARLING.
after school jiu meet at stn we proceed to dhoby ghaut for lunch.
and we had PIZZA HUT! wahahahahaha.
charles, xf, didi, pl, darling, darling's 'baby' for that day de weeteck
duli and chewy had a group feast.
so me and baby ate individual meal.

den went for movies.
and PINK PANTHER 2 is really hilarious.
A MUST WATCH.
movies ended early, so we decided to walked to Cine.
(even thou its raining. :X)
went for Kbox buffet.
and the food is YUMYUM.
we sing and dance until we are very HIGH riaos.
haha.
charles and xf also very enthu nehs.
pl also. ^^
looks like they had fun and i really hope they have.

ard 9 plus, chewy need to go home.
so we decided to give DARLING a surprise.
didi actually dared darling if he is able to do a 'magic' SUCCESSFULLY.
she'll have to kiss her 'baby'
in the end, she cried (and i cried too.).
[AND NEBER KISS HER BABY.]

i knw she'll love the jacket we bought for her. ^~^

after k, didi, pl, darling and baby went to my hse to ton.
charles unable to come cause no transport.
so in the end, we played mj, drank and mj till 7am this mrn.
wahahahaha.
everyone looked super tired can.
so went to slp till ard 10 plus jiu wake up.
darling got to went hm early to feed MACY.
didi and pl lai chuang until 12nn den go hm.

我看到她开心，我也开心。
把所有的坏记忆给散除掉。
把快乐的时光都记在脑里。
有什么事，你都有我们AHHHHHHHHS! 哦！
知道吗？

hope u all enjoyed urselves.
[scandalous photos will upload sooooooon.]

I JUST LOVE MY AHHHHHHHS FAMILY. HEARTS.

BLANKNESS

2009-02-21T21:18:00.001-08:00

weird feelings have been invading me.
had nightmares recently.
and nightmares are not good.

out of sudden,
i have no confidence for myself.
just no confidence.

hais.

she did it again.
wendy warned me to let go.
if not i'll be out of control.

wad am i going to do?
i dont knw.

DIED-ed

2009-02-19T09:45:00.000-08:00

ok. brain died-ed on me since ytd.
still got 4 topics to go for today's revision.
T___________________________T

woke up 630am as expected.
coulden't slp last nite.
eyes was opened till 930am.

read baby's blog this mrn.
he is darn CUTE.
he mentioned he'll be a sad boy for his whole attachment.
poor thing.

i am so not sure what am i going to do.
i have feelings too.
cant u just understand me for once.
i need ur encouragement .
i really need it.

me babies

2009-02-19T00:02:00.000-08:00

me precious.. <3

one down, 2 to gggggoooo~

2009-02-17T09:15:00.000-08:00

wah! today's paper was ok.
was able to do and finished it.
left the room at 745pm.
and super tired.

went dinner-ing with BABY, DARLING, didi, duli, pl, charles and xf.
dinner at kfc was great. talked and laughed alot. ^^
and DARLING got herself a PART-TIME boyfriend - AHTIONG!!
poor her.
that duli neber send her home also. NAUGHTY. >.<

reached hm at 11pm.
just in time to celebrate mummy's bdae.
and she was a little surprise. ^^
(pics uploaded sooooon)

cant wait for 24 feb where all of us are gathered together.^~^

wad is happening?

2009-02-15T20:37:00.000-08:00

many things seems to be happening recently.
things which are unexpected
are expected to come.
REALLY didnt expect that things turns out so fast?
impluse or mutual?
i dont knw.
just hope he knws wad he is doing right now.

在这段麻木的时段里，不要忘了你的过去，你的教训。
爱一个人虽简单，但忘记一个人好难。
请记得我们所说的。
用真心去爱她，知道吗？

msia

2009-01-31T00:37:00.000-08:00

went in to msia tis mrn.

and im super tired.

took a nap just now.

and had my wonderful brunch.

went to pray tis mrn.

and my mum asked abt us.

and the GODs says if i wan to study i can study.

is whether i wan a not.

exams ARE drawing near.

SO, i will study HARD enuf and go on to yr 3.

JIAYOUs everyone.

all the best for the coming exams wor.

^^

2009-01-29T06:36:00.000-08:00

went to Darling's hse today for renuion dinner.
reached her hse at ard 630pm.
her mummy and dajie and jiefu alrdy at hm.
den we eat some LIAO before her erjie and desmond korkor
come back for dinner.
had fun over at her hse.^^
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im really sorry i can accomodate.

ive been blaming meself all these while
why i cant do this, why i cant do that.

im tired. im really tired.
i can even be mistaken.

i really dont knw what to do now.

新年快乐

2009-01-25T09:38:00.000-08:00

大家，新年快乐哦！
很快又过了一年啦。
真的希望事事都顺利~
大家都平安！
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一转眼就新的年拉。
真的很快哦,
没想到我又老了一岁啦。

even thou i could not celebrate this year.
still will spend the days as if we were.

missing grandma now.
missed her smile,
missed her laughter.
but i knw she is watching over us. ^^

tags.
DADDY: keke. FASTER WED nehs!!! *^^*

disappointed.

2009-01-23T11:31:00.000-08:00

instead of helping me.
she is making things worst.

what do i deserve this?

in the past im trying ways to help her.
not to get her into trouble.
now?
she can actually msg me and tell me that kind of things.

she can do whatever things she want
and i cant?

what is the point of saying that studies is more imprt?
my studies not?
exams are coming.
and i dont need to study?

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steamboat at charles hse last nite.
really had a great time.
(lost to duli 4 bucks thou >.<)
eat until full full nehs. KEKE.
watched Love Matters at JP. SUPER HILARIOUS!
finished at 2 plus den charles jiu fetch both me and baby and evelyn hm. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
sometimes things may not turn out to be the way
u want it to be.
it is also difficult to make decision so harshly.
take ur time.
and i really hope SHE will understand.

chinese new year

2009-01-21T02:44:00.000-08:00

everyone is having cny mood rite now.
i wan to have it too.
but i cant celebrate this yr.

but mum msged me this mrn to get a new set
of clothings for the new year.
just a yi shi.
so went shopping with Darling, didi and ahbui
to bugis.

sch ends exactly at noon today.
took train to bugis and walked for an hour
fefore Dar arrive.

went to eat mof
den continue shopping.
bought a top at HURS and
a pair of jeans ar Levi's.

tmr sch starting at 2pm.
ECONS~!
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i'll try and let myself free.
i promise.

changes

2009-01-18T02:06:00.001-08:00

getting really tired lately.
exams coming in like 3 more weeks.
and i am still not revising and studying.

it seems like housework is really getting me too tired.
cause im like doing double jobs.

when will i get enough time to rest?
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i want to change.
but my same old mistakes is getting on
me again.

time..
all i need is time.

weekends!

2009-01-16T20:44:00.000-08:00

its weekends!
but nothing to do at home.
>.<
finished my chores and
finally using the comp.
ROAR! i wan to go out~
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im so sorry.

>.<

2009-01-14T17:49:00.000-08:00

super tired today.
just wake up like 9 plus and im still
VERY SLEEPY.
doze off at 11plus last nite.
(and didnt reply baby's msg. =X)
just realise exams are coming real soon.
and i have yet to prepare fore
the coming exams.
HAIS..
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certain things i can tolerate.
but can i tolerate any further?
emptiness it shall be.

MOVED (:

2009-01-14T03:59:00.000-08:00

MOVED (:

hehe. MOVED. finally.
decided to change my blog
since i am tired of actually changing the HTML.
>.<
tmr ECONS ar 2pm.
CP at 4pm.
HAIS.
another boring day~